Hi everyone, I am Mizay...
I am 24 years old, married with two kids.... The eldest is 5 y/o named Emmanuel James and the youngest is a 1 y/o baby girl named Elijah Ioshkah.... I became a Christian when I was five... My parents brought us to Church.... I grew up in the ministry.... I used to be a part of the Music ministry (tambourine/mime/interpretative) dancer and back-up singer of our church.
My childhood was great... since I was raise in a Christian community, I thought before that I should be very much careful and was obliged to be nice in the eyes of my neighbors.... ?The Bible tells us so....? I don't have really troubles in my childhood. I was a good daughter when I was a child!
However, my youth was different.... I encountered so many trials and hardships and agony in my late teenage years?!.... Reasons why my faith and Joy to the God's works slowly turned down! I got attracted to the outside world... I mean Worldly things.... I have learned many wrong things... ungodly works.... that I've failed and caused so much hurt to my parents and most to God.... I've lost myself! Then I caught myself destroyed and broken into pieces... ?Considered quitting life!?. Nevertheless, God really is so good... He never quit Loving and Helping me.... He, despite of all those things I've done, still, never leaves me... He gave me parents which I guess don't know how to quit cause they don't quit on me.... but rather helped me to recognize myself... my wrongs.... my beliefs and most my Faith! I am so bless that God gave me them as my Parents.... So Loving and Godly.
God deals with me in my most desperate times... It was rough! It wasn't easy.... So painful.... But I can't refuse on it for I at that time was totally wrecked by the world... destroyed! I don't have anything even strength to refuse... As I have said, the world ruined me! But God deals with me and bring me back to HIM... to Life! He picked-up my broken self and renews it, make it whole again and give it back to ME.... Isn?t that Amazing?!. Me - a bad, refusal, stubborn, rebellious child at my most desperate time, Our Father forgave and lend his hand and picked me up and then make me whole again.... Wasn't He so Good?
I am starting a new life with my own family now... My husband is a new believer but I always pray to God that He will work in his life and show him HIS great plans and grace. We bring the kids with us to church every Sunday so that they will learn and be mold in the Christian life as early as today. I wanted them to grow in a Christian community.... But unlike me, I don't want them to go through my path.... I'm always praying that God will lead them and intervene in their Lives as they grow old. For the Bible says... "Train up a child in the way they should go, and when they are old, they will not depart from it!".
Right now, I'm working as a sales and marketing coordinator and secretary of our company... Blessing from the Lord! Thank you God...
Just wanna share you my self.... that somehow I will inspire you through my Life's story... How good really God is that though we Fail and stumble, He never does!
Have Faith... God is always there for Us!
God Bless!